I feel exhausted today. I slept some but still feel tired. That has been the overwhelming feeling during ramadan. Part of me wants to skip Eid prayer altogether and sleep until noon on sunday.
I hope to get some rest tomorrow afternoon.
I havent completed reading the quran for today. I read some this afternoon but I got so tired I just went to sleep.
As I was leaving the mosque after jumah today, I felt really lonely. I wonder if I will ever have friends or feel a part of the muslim community here. It's times like this where I start to doubt myself. Like, maybe being a muslim is a bad idea for me or I will never belong. I dont know. I feel closer to Allah so that's great.
Peace and blessings to all