I have gotten so used to my fasting pattern, it's hard to imagine what I did before. I will appreciate the extra hour of sleep and being able to drink water when I'm thirsty. I don't know if I feel any more pure after fasting during ramadan. But I did learn that I can live without even water for long periods.
I have kept up with my quran reading. I will be happy to have completed it on saturday. I guess something always seems to bother me about Abrahamic religions (Islam, Christianity, Judaism) is
the need to threaten people with hell. Or I should say it is certainly brought up a lot.
I have my third interview for the Singapore job. I keep debating whether I really want to go or not.
I can stay here and continue to go through life as a closet muslim with no real muslim friends but
still comfortable. Or I could go to Singapore. I could really start life over there. But I would be
far from home, I dont know if I will like the job, and I dont know anyone really.
I pray that Allah will guide me in the right direction.
Peace and blessings to all